thinking about the past, about someone of the past, brings memories. sense of want. it's so addictive...but it's BAD!!!!! it's like a druggggg!!!!~~~~ ahhhH!
truth is, we all move...we had some times...and objects in the rear view mirror may appear closer than they are.
no! i can't obsess into this. i want to be like forest gump....always forward...no need...maybe no capacity for narcissistic thinking of the past...nonoonoo
think happy! we laugh. we forget. but then maybe i need something else to fill that space when it happens. so go go go...meaningless! good. meaningless is goodness...because than i shouldn't hold on to anything. a name, a past...without it you lose your identity. but it is just that. don't live in the past. ever