live in the present or for the future?
no matter, happiness seems to come from simplicity. and yet, you cannot deny yourself if you happen to ask a few questions. it's not that you're smarter or more aware. you're just simply asking a question. and if you don't have that question resolved, and if you think there is an answer, maybe you can't rest. and so you pursue your questions. not all. just whatever you feel like. and then, maybe you find no really important question. no question that can rule over all others, as if it is the master lock. or you find no important answers.
so many things. but we really are quite separate from our surroundings. almost even from our own body. is there a soul? why should there be? do we all need to be equal based on being a person? i mean, maybe there really is no wrong in discriminating. maybe we should not judge a book by its cover because we might find ourselves in unprepared and unfavorable scenarios if we had done so, but an ugly face is an ugly face.
i am not advocating discrimination. but life will pass. so many thoughts but unable to be fully expressed because of limited vocabulary or grammatical skills. but everyone has thoughts. it is all nothing anyway. and i think that's where some happiness can be found. it's like as if happiness is a glimmering side of every rock where each rock represents a thought, an idea, a thing, a way of seeing things, anything. and happiness can be found when the rock is approached or seen from the right angle. and sometimes maybe it feels like we can manipulate that rock and see the glimmering side. sometimes it is like we must move ourselves to the right position to see the glimmering side of that rock. a time for everything.