if only there was a god to turn to, how nice that would be.
but to believe that there is no such god, takes away all my objective purpose in life.
i make new meanings, and as long as they are meaningful, i live a purposeful life,
once they lose their meanings to me, i'm empty, and i have no default direction to turn to,
no god no hope no purpose.
but whether god is real or not is not what matters,
it is whether I think god is real.
so can i think that god is real, and find some consolation from him
while also believing it to be a myth
why not sacrifice the belief that it is a myth?